Thursday, September 10, 2009

We have our c-section scheduled for September 16th

Today I had my 36 weeks appointment with the ultrasound. I cannot believe how good my Chandler is. He is already head down, as he should me, facing up. The only issue is that his head got so big that machine could not even measure it.. His limbs did not grow much, just by couple of days for 7 weeks since last ultrasound. But this heart bit is still strong and good 140. At some point technician scared me asking if I feel him moving lately.. As soon as she asked it, he started moving like crazy! My little boy was just sleeping!! Unfortunately we could not see his precious face today because of his position, but now I will get to see him in 6 days! Sounds so unreal! I was trying do not think about this day, because I can carry him forever under my heart , but I guess it is coming soon, which makes me sad.

So there were no discussion about vaginal delivery. Doctor said that nobody was able to deliver vaginally with the baby's head like this, and we cannot wait until 39 weeks because it will get only bigger plus because of my fluid, so we need to schedule c-section for next week. So September 16th is the day.. Please pray for us.. I cannot even think about it right now.. I am not ready to loose him..

8 comments:

  1. Lena, I am praying for you and I hope very much that tomorrow's delivery goes smoothly and that you much time with your Chandler. I would love for the doctors to be wrong about his diagnosis!!! Thinking of you...

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  2. I came over from Danielle's blog and I just wanted to let you know I will be praying for you and your little one, Chandler. xx

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  3. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. I'm here from Danielle's blog and I want you to know that here in Perth, Australia you will be in my heart today xxx

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  4. I came over from Danielle's blog today. I am holding you in my heart and in my prayers.

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  5. I am so sorry! You are in my thoughts.

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  6. Hi Lena, I am visiting from Danielle's blog. I am so very, very sorry to hear about the loss of your beautiful Chandler. You will be in my thoughts and prayers as you travel this road you have been forced down. xx

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